It's a waiting game. A nerve-racking waiting game.
I can spend hours screaming over the lack of control over the situation. Or, I can channel the aggression into something more productive and creative. Honestly, when faced with issues like this, the best way to survive yourself is to welcome a good distraction.
Mine is Instagram.
It's not much, but I look at these as art in the middle of chaos. The photographic series also serves as something to chronicle a challenging event in our lives. Something you survive. Something you learn from.
I'm confident all this pain and uncertainty will fade away soon. But in the meantime, I'll draw my strength from a vision ...and an app.